Adderall Paranoia
Mental disorder? history of substance abuse?
appreciate any info on the possible origin of my behavior patterns. I have a history of cronic meth abuse, been clean 10 months, I’ve been raped, bulemic, involved in extreme trauma – I exp. psycosis induced by meth , I was drugged with PCP just before I entered psyc ward and rehab, very dillusional – I am now clean, holding down a good job, visiting with my daughter supervised, this is somewhat depressing but I accept it and know that staying clean is most important, Im blessed, I often experience flashbacks, dreams, ntense obsession with unanswered questions worry/fear, almost paranoia revolving around an very traumatic event of Sept. 05, I believe to have been 80% reality and 20% dillusional/intensified due to drugs, horrifying fears and thoughts, find myself abnormally engrossed in researching mental illnesses,occult crime (fearing that I was a victim of ) I don’t think that im a psyco, Im doing so well too…just very impulsive and miserably scared, diagn. w/ADD now, on adderall
I don’t have any idea, but I would encourage you to seek professional help, and if you already are, keep going. Good luck, and I will pray for you, stay clean OK
Cardiovascular & Psychiatric Risks w/ ADHD Drugs (May 2007)
