Reverse Paranoia

Why do I have these urges?

I get urges to kill people. Like I’ll get this image in my head of me just pulling out a handgun and blowing their brains out. Part of me just hates the idea but it makes another side of me just so happy. I try not to think of it but it seems to happen every time I see a person. I have depression, paranoia, and anger problems and I don’t know if it’s just because of those or something different.
Please help. Thanks.

Is it every person or someone you particularly don’t like, sounds like some sort of repressed anger that you have not expressed within yourself, try counselling, I go and it’s helped me with alot of issues, you deserve to be happy

Hitler has Social Phobia / Social Anxiety Disorder